Saturday 19 May 2012

ETL403 Teacher Librarianship: Part 3- Reflection

At the beginning of this subject of Teacher Librarianship, I had a preconceived view of the role of the teacher librarian (TL) which was not overly positive. Based on previous experiences of TLs and the stereotypes portrayed in the media and literature, my view of the role of teacher librarian in schools encompassed no more than an orderly person who looked after books and protected an atmosphere of silence. I did not understand the relationship between ‘teacher’ and ‘librarian’. My experience taught me you were one or the other. In my combined role of Music Teacher and Teacher Librarian, I was always extremely quick to put the Music Teacher aspect first. I was, after all, a trained teacher, not a qualified librarian. At this point I was completely unaware of the research supporting the impact of a qualified TL in schools or the complexity of the role.
My first major learning experience and turning point came right at the start, during the two day induction course where I was bombarded with the reality of the role and what lay ahead in order to gain my qualifications and function effectively in a school library.  This lay the foundation for my first blog entry titled 21C Librarian. (Creating this entry was a separate learning experience in itself as I learned how to create a blog and ethically insert a picture.)
I have learned many things both theoretically and practically throughout the subject. In completing the module readings and activities as well as assignments, time management has become a necessary ally, both personally and professionally. Through reading and participating in the online forums I not only clarified new thoughts and ideas (Selection and the School Context, 16 March 1:29pm) but gained valuable experience and insight into what it must be like for our students as they face new information and challenge preconceived ideas. The forums highlighted that this learning journey is shared and that often it’s things as simple as quotation marks (04 March 1:17pm) that make finding information so much easier. The forums became a place of encouragement and celebration of small successes (Relief! 04 March 1:15pm) and emphasised my role in creating a similar space for my students.
In reading about the different author’s views on the role of the TL and the ASLA Standards of Professional Excellence (2004), I experienced a significant dip in confidence, similar to those described in Kuhlthau’s ISP Model, as I came to realise the enormity of the task ahead. Feelings of inadequacy came to the surface in my blog post entitled The Role of the Teacher Librarian....Swimming? and there was a certain degree of fear at the thought of technology playing a vital role in the life of a TL. I discovered, however, that as I began to use technology, making many mistakes along the way, through the encouragement of the forums from both lecturers and students, I became more competent in skill level and confident to take risks. I discovered what a gift technology can be to TLs who have the courage to explore it.
Aspects of the role of TL which stood out for me were those of leadership and collaboration. It became clear that through budgetary accountability, censorship of materials, promoting adherence to copyright laws and developing information literacy throughout the school, the teacher librarian must be a leader. It also became evident that collaboration is the key to resourcing a learner-centred curriculum, reinforcing my belief that everything we do in schools must be for the benefit of the learning community.
Perhaps the most surprising aspect of the role concerned the professional nature of the TL through policy development and accountability. Writing a formal Collection Policy for ETL503 not only highlighted the importance of acquiring appropriate resources to support the curriculum within each individual school environment, but also provided evidence of another leadership quality essential for teacher librarians. It was extremely satisfying to present the completed policy to my school executive and receive their positive feedback.
A defining moment took place when I realised that I am a living example of the information literacy process in action. In completing module activities and assignments, I had to recognise a need for information and utilise various skills and formats to find it. Relying on module readings would not be enough. I had to search for myself, and develop the necessary skills. Each source, and the content within, needed to be evaluated and critical thinking applied in order to draw my own conclusions, and appropriately present what I had learned. In reflection, I have been walking in my students’ shoes and have experienced all the feelings (Kuhlthau, 2012) that accompany anyone on an information literacy journey.
My challenge now is to keep walking. Keep the learning journey going. Only in this way can I change others’ perceptions of the role of teacher librarian and truly experience Abilock’s “transformational process” leading to a “lifetime habit” of learning (2004).

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